Country Club’s Second shot on my Self- Esteem : The Struggle For My Ostensible Freedom
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One’s self-esteem is like a sacred glass bowl gifted by god. It is to be held carefully within the grasp of your palms and never to let go of it or allow it to slip past your hands, headed towards the ground. It ought not to be breached by anyone ( including your near and dear ones and no matter who else!). Self-esteem is the greatest gift you can claim ownership for. It is the single biggest asset you can kill for. That being the case, I, for one, more often that not, had to face the egregious consequences of having lost my self-esteem a couple of times all because of a slimy, two-bit, third -rated, Evil fucking organization about which I had decided long ago that I had to do something in my power to unleash a war of my own. It is my self-esteem that has been maimed by these slimy morons and they will not go Scot-free so easily.
I belong to a sub-set of people who are broad-minded, open, accommodative and largely secular. I am a person who has never hurt someone, never belittled a religion, never maimed someone Else’s character or did anything wrong to anyone, for as long as I can remember. I had held people of this country with tremendous respect and with unwavering veneration and I am proud to be one among us Indians. Well, don’t get me wrong here. I am no one to judge the country as a whole and box it into a little corner as something dark and evil. I am only directing all this drudgery at a certain set of people who had harmed my self-respect and made me feel so miserable for sometime, the collateral damage however, would last long etched deep into my memory. I still find it hard to believe we all co-exist with such immoral assholes on the same planet. I would be horrified when I look at those news stories being flashed across the CNN or BBC and wonder if I can really live safe on this planet. However, It is only events like the one that had just occurred the other day to me that would again route my worries to the same black spots that I so want to avoid.
I had been to this despicable place called COUNTRY CLUB the other day. I had been sorry enough that I had to be a member here due to some dumb reason and I can’t tell you how I detest this place now. I feel that I had been washed with evil blood and that my money, along my integrity and self-respect, my family’s sanctity and respect had all been sacrificed to some invisible god of evil - the Satan. You should have seen the way they accost you and chase you for that one membership deal and once you do sign on the dotted lines, you have written yourself your death sentence, with death delivered to you again and again in more ways than you can ever fathom.
If you have read my last account as to what had happened to me while signing up this membership deal in a previous post called Country club sucks, I had narrated an incident which had hurt me financially and emotionally. It had made me look miserable and had to stand with my head bowed down in shape before my family. I can’t tell you how embarrassing it is and I only hope that no other respectable father, husband & son has to go through the trauma I had to when that deal got finalized after I had been successfully deceived and neatly tricked.
Back at Country Club, the previous evening, I was seated at a table with my wife and kids at a quiet corner when some other large families with lots of kids and their parents join the other table, adjacent to the one we were seated on. The kids were particular mischievous and happened to be making a lot of din about nothing in particular and gradually started harassing my wife and kids. I had let it be, thinking that they were ‘just kids’ and that they wouldn’t really bother us for long. They started offering my wife some cool drinks even and things started getting a little crappier by the minute now - My wife apparently wanted to go to the rest room and they hoot and cry making all kinds of obscene gestures and loud statements which even a 35 yr old would have dared not to say in public. I wonder who reared these kids up and if they even bother to check how they kids are faring. I could only think that the parents of these kids would have had negative marks for kids behaviour control.
The little punks continue unabated and I get really mad at them and I shoo them away raising my voice a little. That brings their parents into the picture. While I was expected the parents to come and control their respective kids and vituperate them for having misbehaved like that, the tables turn on me and the parents start abusing ME instead. How funny can it get? Have you ever seen something crappier and insane that this? Now I am this one guy, who had just come to spend a quiet evening in a miserable club that lets some more miserable slum-dwellers take up memberships there who have nothing else to do but to maraud ones sanity, dignity and self-respect in public. So the parents, obviously in a drunken stupor, take the center-stage and start lamenting me big-time. They used Profanity, abuse and filthiest language possible.
Now guess what? They start talking about my religion! Religion? What In the name of every one’s God has religion got to do with me yelling at a bunch of useless kids if they were causing me trouble? How can someone tarnish my religion and that too for a petty reason like this? I am called names. I am called a Pakistani. I am mauled, marauded and maimed. I am tarnished. I am out-numbered and I am alone. I take a bashing for apparently no mistake of mine and I am attacked by these ass-fucked drunk fathers, accompanied by their wives, children and Grad-parents ( in some cases) who come at me for no plausible reason but some kind of accumulated frustration due to their traumatic childhood or a bad sex-life, I guess?
This country, was, is and always will be secular. It is still a great country where being secular is a way of life and it has seen some Muslims at holding very prominent and respectable positions, across all arenas, including politics. Some of the reigning film stars are Muslims, the president of this country is a Muslim, we some great singers, artists and others among Muslims. I belong to the minority, I agree, but we do love this country just as much as my brothers and sisters who belong to other religions. I never made any such sensitive statement ever. Why should they? How different are all of us from each other anyway? In an age and an era when it is being said that all of us are connected at one certain level, how can our thinking get down to this level of eccentricity and madness? What is so different about even religions? Nothing ! All of them say the same thing and in all the cases, it is only a supreme power that leads our souls and hearts towards our soul-enrichment, betterment and a meaningful life.
Why do people like this exist? For what reason? The people at country club seem to have a penchant only to pick the worst of the humans you could find on this planet - all of those who have been eaten up by Satan and then puked out. The country club slimy morons then go out of their way to bring in some of us innocent dudes and suck us into their evil, if not non-existent system and then play games with us. First it was tricking me into losing my shirt, a 100,000 INR and my face. This time my religion, my family and my self-respect is being butchered. What’s next, folks?
Country club and some more players in this category are all the same. The degree of atrocities happening might differ somewhat, but the modus-operandi is same. They all operate on some of our needs and then play with us. It just looks like a rape-scene in a bollywood flick. The man tricks the lady in, strips her, lays her and gives that evil smile. period.
So today, these fucking kids will do this to you while their large-bodied, drunk fathers would support that evil cause. I had been a victim twice. Both the times, unfortunately, my family was directly victimized with this unpardonable shit. If you have anything to do with this screwed up place called COUNTRY CLUB, you are in for a neat little surprise - Your membership comes in with a lifetime benefit of getting yourself admitted into this madhouse so full of lunatics and drunkards that you would never need another war again. Your membership into this club will make you self-destructive. The country club folks will guarantee you a lifetime of entertainment by making sure that you feel miserable having taken the membership and also ensure that you get the worst of the most inhuman treatments even rendered to the human community in the history of mankind, ever for no extra price. They are transparent when it comes to their ever shady charges and you would be delighted when they might even sacrifice your blood, along with your family’s blood at the alter of their invisible blood-thirsty evil God.
I am not about to sit down and shit like a duck when I see that I am being sucked into an evil set-up like this. I will do everything in my powers, vested unto me by our all-knowing, all-powerful God to see to it that this whore-factory bites the dust and is buried a million miles under neath the face of this earth. I would want to unleash a hate-wave and make sure that this club takes the pinch for the atrocities it must have done unto so many of its patrons, who were unlucky because perhaps, they could not even speak-up like this. Either they were too embarrassed to speak out or they were suppressed. It happens all the time, doesn’t it? Not this time. Country-club will be eaten up alive and will be burned down to ashes. I will ensure its fall. I will fight my battle. I will do this much for my country-men, for the betterment of my country, for my brothers and sisters who have all, under one oath, have pledged to be proud Indians. Our judicial system might be slow in rendering justice, but is just, after all.
I have immense faith in the Democratic system that our country follows so well and so successfully. It has survived, against all odds, only because it has some good people living amongst its boundaries. It is good people like us that have a huge responsibility on our broad shoulders - We have to help our mother India cleanse itself of these despicable, third-rated and corrupt organizations like Country Club and scores of other shady institutions and those bad people in sections of our vulnerable society. It is time for us to take a wash. It is time we clean ourselves.
This country is ours. The good is ours. The bad, though you may not like, is still our doing. Getting rid of everything bad and espousing good is still our responsibility.
I will do my bit. I will be a good citizen. I won’t allow this shit to happen to anyone and I would do everything in my capability to stop these atrocities. I WILL STAND UP AND FIGHT.
Would you?
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Comments
These kind of things are turning the humble and honest to get hurt. Majority of the people of India do not hold such views. What’s happening is the consumerism that’s eating up the value system of all, here in this case, even the elders who should have guided the youngsters and corrected them.
Whatever the background these people are coming from, they are the ones who are eating up our country. Nature and country has it’s way of limiting these kind of instances, and they will be punished, sooner or later, by country or nature.
Such causes are rightfully to be fought. I agree that YOU SHOULD STAND UP AND FIGHT. Honour is something that should be upheld at all times.
All the best of luck.
Pramodh
This is outrageous and I am saddened by reading the what happened. I think a very strong action should be taken against the Country Club and the members who misbehaved and abused you should be brought to book. This cannot go on in India and it is utterly shameful.
Hey Vasi Vai, I just dont have a word to say. I myself is ashamed and speechless to hear your voice on this post. People doing this non sense with muslims are to be shamed and prevented for our own good. I used to thought that these things are gone from India but when I read this post I just cant believe it. What r u Indians doing? U have so many talented muslims. In your biggest industries, the biggest names are Muslims. Shame! Shame! - I am from bangladesh by the way.
Dear sir,
I am yet another person affected financially and emotionally by these blood suckers who have duped me and my family members of more than 5,00,000.00 (Five Lakh Rupees) and they have neither returned our money nor have they registered the sites in our respective names. I guess we should take some serious action towards this before this spree spreads like a wild fire. We should STAND AND FIGHT FOR THIS as fellow indians and the fight has to be stringent enough so that no one else i this country ever dares to commit such a mistake in future. THese guys who are in the chain have to be punished for speaking to u in such a manner. And ofcourse troubling others.
Dear sir,
I am yet another person affected financially and emotionally by these blood suckers who have duped me and my family members of more than 5,00,000.00 (Five Lakh Rupees) and they have neither returned our money nor have they registered the sites in our respective names. I guess we should take some serious action towards this before this spree spreads like a wild fire. We should STAND AND FIGHT FOR THIS as fellow indians and the fight has to be stringent enough so that no one else i this country ever dares to commit such a mistake in future. THese guys who are in the chain have to be punished for speaking to u in such a manner. And ofcourse troubling people.
Lets join hands people n do something about it. Any one can contact me regarding this .
Its really bad that you happened to be in such a situation… Did you report to the administration? No one else were there to control such insane people ?